Last Sunday, I went on my usual trip to visit grandmom after church, but thus time I called mom insisting that she come. She then went home and insisted dad come along.
Grandmom got her wish! She had been complaining previously that she hasn't seen dad ever since grandpa's funeral. She was overjoyed! Haven't seen her laugh for awhile. She was so happythat she actually ate more and of course insisted we all to eat more than we could too!
Yes, this is the kind of image I had dreamed of and is the reason why I came back. Lord, I do believe you have started Your amazing work in my family. Just grand me the faith to see!
However, these couple days I have been arguing with mom because she went on her usual reasoning of not wanting me to switch jobs and the need to learn to appreciate, etc.
But, then she complained how I did not give her any money，說我很不懂事，不懂得感恩回餽。說我不如表姊表妹，連她們都懂得包紅包給外婆！
我何常不想多為家裡付出一點，我當然希望能有能力多做點啊！
so, I started to think maybe there's a reason God hasn't open the door for me to serve more. Maybe I just needed to find side jobs to aid my income.
Perhaps, I should pick up another tutor job or something.
God, 我不是沒能力的人，i refuse this label! 我不是為了逃避或混不下去而回來的！
please please, help me to have the patience and a strong heart to love unconditionally!
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