God, I'm really running out of patience: towards mom, in regards to my next job, or even relaiotionship!
God, guard my heart and teach me to be a postive influence in my own family. I reject all the negativity I'd anger and resentment whether from family or from myself. Hold my heart so I do not get influenced emotionally, and give me wisdom to turn each situation around. You know my tendency of hiding back, so please help me and give me what it takes to endure this.
My heart is weary again and I lost my sense of belongingness. Lord, you are all I've got now. You are the only companion I have.
Please show Your mercy to daughter of your own.