Teach me to love

God, I'm really running out of patience: towards mom, in regards to my next job, or even relaiotionship!

God, guard my heart and teach me to be a postive influence in my own family. I reject all the negativity I'd anger and resentment whether from family or from myself. Hold my heart so I do not get influenced emotionally, and give me wisdom to turn each situation around. You know my tendency of hiding back, so please help me and give me what it takes to endure this.

My heart is weary again and I lost my sense of belongingness. Lord, you are all I've got now. You are the only companion I have.

Please show Your mercy to daughter of your own.

為這地呼求~

This two songs has been playing in my mind all day today. Maybe the Holy Spirit is reminding me to continue to pray for each place I go here on this land.
God, please give me the heart to reach out to my coworkers, my relatives, and my family for you have a greater plan in mind. Please do not let my little faith stumble the progress of Your work.

齊為此地呼求:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ehc2R9a6kgQ

這是聖潔之地:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iaWnRt1YpkA&NR=1

感動的新希望

昨晚 12/15/10 去參加Susan 的天使心歲末音樂會 '恩典之路'
把一個一般台灣外籍新娘嫁到台灣工人家庭的故事用音樂劇表演出來
裡頭不僅講到 台灣普遍對這些有特別需求的孩子的不知 沒支援的
講出傳統教育下的 要乖要聽話 為什麼你不能跟別人一樣等
家庭的破碎 無望因為 生活上的無助等

讓我回想到以前短宣時期 對這些弱勢家庭的感慨
但是現在的我 不但被自己屈現的比較多 比較被綁手綁腳的
我還是希望能有機會去幫助 去服事這些族群

另外我也不禁自問 萬一我以後有這樣的愛奇兒 我會有能力有勇氣去面對嗎?