Have been circling this desert for the longest time that I have almost forgotten how free-spirited I used to be!
Work had been disappointing due to personal prejustice from management so I called it quit back in April. Job searching has not been smooth that through interviews I have forgotten what I am cabable of.
I have been a big disappointment to mom that we have not spoken normally since I don't even know when! It's almost as if I'm none existence! She has tempted me to return back to States until tonight when she saw openings at shabu-shabu restaurant that she tried to convince me to do dish washing!
Why am I here if I am so unwelcomed?
I know I should not question this and I know I should pray more
Don't get me wrong that I'm always excited thanking and praising God fir any little improvement at this prison if mine, but I just wish miracles can happen sooner!
Anyway, I did finally sense stream about to spring out for me in my career direction!
Had a promising interview with a sticky note manufacturer this morning, and also gotten two calls from close friends referring me jobs way better than what I have been seeing!
Though choices! It would be so easy for me to opt for the job that is farthest to mom, better yet to have the choice of not even coming home on the weekends!
Alright, Almighty, I need your direction again!
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